Okay here goes most definitely the most embarrassing things I've ever done In life. Before I start
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Plz have faith that there are still some good honest people left in the world and I'm one!
Also this is no poor me party
We all have a story and we've all been through such horrible things in life some more than others. But here's my story and I'm pleading for the Last time for my life!
I'm 33 well in Nov
Have a 14 year old son
A 9 year old daughter who I lovingle gave to two beautiful parents who couldn't have that gift. ( surrogate mother )
I am born and raised in Saint John but after a divorce moved my son and I too Edmonton Alberta and made a great life for myself there for us both
Until I fell into a deep depression and was then diagnosed with schizophrenic and PTSP.
Once happen I called my very caring best father I know and cried for help for the first time in 11 years of having our son and ask him to fly to get our son as I tried commiting suicide
My sin was gone in a blink of an eye
Long story short I been battling with life and myself ever since
Along with taking my medicationson I've been self medicating until recently.
I am at a place in life where I have nobody and no where to turn. I again tried taking my own life ending up in a coma for 3 days and waking up to a family I didn't even new cared about me. So I thought then.
I felt so loved and thought was finally going to get help.
Well it's been a month since then and I am yet again at the same spot i was before my coma.
With 3 very hard attempts to try and live and start a new life I've been failed broken down refused by the system and in life in general.
So it brought me to tell the world 2% of my life story for my last attempt at life with a chance to be who I want and be with my son again at last.
I am asking , begging , pleaing anybody and everybody who thinks they can help me in anyway shape or form besides being offering advice
Please please please help me.
I am currently in Moncton
Figured I'd run here and hope to get help but again stranded on the street with no money no clothes
Nothing but a book bag and a phone that is also on its last life line.
If you think or are willing to help please contact me at five zero six ....
My name is Christiana
But I go by Cricket
For those who know me or for my family
Ive bagged for help.
I understand money is an issue
And you can't take me in for whatever ur reasons are.
But in case j may never get another chance to say for myself and others like me
There's always something you can do to help.
Remember actions speak louder than words.
And to say to a to someone like me / us we want to wanna help ourself is like your excuse for not wanting to help.
Remember an army can save lives. I'm one soldier